streams of thought.

I have this deep craving to give myself to love, to buckle under and submit to these desires to become like a child in my expression towards Him, to make the expression of my heart low and simple just to enjoy the fullness of His presence, letting the thoughts of me trickle away........I have this surface expression of "all i know is that I dont want to be who I am acting like right now." To which I love that His method to change me-its not to give me greater ambition to strive after doing better things or being a better person-its to love me, wooing me into His presence where I look at Him, I commune with Him, and all the while I am changed........I have this longing to lay in His presence, not thinking a thought until its inspired or saying a word until I must. Bringing all my edges, all my rawness and immaturity, yet just to be with Him and to hear the stirrings of His heart.